onCe agaiN..

hurm..juz nk share somtim..nk kate sedih x la sngt..tp agk terase..hahah

one of my fwen dh kmbali kapel ngan ex dye..

so..i wish a lot of happiness untk diorng..

hurm..smuanya same..cam dulu...

when i create a bond between my fes love n my friend..

same goes here..i'm their matchmaker...

walaupn..ati ni x brape nk buat kije nh..

tp digagahkn jgk...untk kebahagiaan owg laen...

they like each other..so..x ptt ad pnghalang..

n wat about me???no way!!

i love 2 be single..

lgpom kapel nh x baek..so here i am..

still da old one..notim change..

juz b happy wif my beloved friends..

and here i come..

buat mse skunk nh....

hati ak beg2 berdnyut kuat..

mnanti interview2 dr mn2 institusi..

wow!!dh tua dh ak..ptt ler dah beruban..

emh3..insaf3...hhahhaha

so..dngn smngat yg bru..i nk kejar impian i...

wanna be da bez among da bez!!

n put 101% in everitim i do~

yea..MALAYSIA BOLEH!!satu malaysia untk smua..hahhaha...

ok..notim more..

juz..nk gtau..i;m happy when my friend happy..

n....once a friend..is 4eva friend!!!!

hak3..daaaaaaaaaaa...sayang korang...

heArt aTtack...

mummy....

sebak dlm dada ni...

hnya Allah yg tau..

ntah~x tau knpe tbe2 terasa..

mcm2 feelim ada..

tension..sedeyh..x mau ia ni berakhr...

x mau menempuhi ai esk..

hari yg mgkn m'bhagiakn ak..

or menderitakan ak..

klu ak sorang..juz be fine..

tp orng yg ak syg turut sma terseksa..

dek apa yg ak lakukan..

yg mereka x perlu turut rasai ap yg ak rse..

Ya Allah..

redhakanlah hati ini...

hanya kepadaMu ak berserah..

tbahkan hati ini..

tegarkanlah jiwa ini..

kuatkanlah iman ini..

untuk menempuhi ujian darimu...

segalanya adalh yg terbaik untkku..

tme ak 2lis..

my tears mmg dh bnyk gugr..

i don't know why..

x nk pikir..tp terpikir..

esk penentuan..

rasa sesal sngt2..bb ak x push sngt diri ak..

tme f5 dlu..

n yg knanya..tempias kemalas ini..

of koz..parenz ak..

finally..

2morrow..segalanya akn diketahhui..

kebenaran x kan berselindung...

smoga ak dlm klngan orng2 yg sentiasa bersbr...

ats segala ketentuannya..

hanya kepadaMu ku berserah...

Ya Allah....

a very tired day...

aiyyakss!!!
letih300..
hari yg sngt letih..
scedule yg amt padat..
n kehilangan energy yg amat bnyk..

6:15 bngn solat subuh..hurm..
ase amat ngantok..
so tdo..

7:30 bngn..jemur kain..start la kje
cinderella ak..hek3..

3:00 kelas memandu..

giler beb!!ai ni ak blaja parking..naek bukit..
n tiga penjuru..adusss~
parking ak ok jer..3 penjuru pn ok gak..tp masalh
yg teramat besar ialah..naik bukit..
stop ats 2..adoi..dengn dada yg berkocak kocak nya..
ak naik dan tup!!!stop....tarik handbrek..
adoi..nk trn..kn tkn minyak la..ak pening3..
ngan perot yg dah bertukar jd radio era ni..
ak hilang fokus..ak jthkn hndbrek..hurm..
keretaku terundur ke blakng..
ak pom dng sekuat atinya tekan minyak..
tp ak still tekan cluch uh..
so..keto x leh brgerak n tayar dh berasap..
ak yg dah hmpr p2s hrapan ini..
melpskn cluch n tekan mnyk..
so..berjya jga ak trun dr bukit uh..
hurm..sedih3..

6:45 lewat 15 min. untk tngk na-o-mei..
letih3...ak x lunch agi..

9:00 parents ak kuar pgi psr mlm..
beli mknan untk dinner..
dengn lahapnya..ak meranggos smua
mknan i2..
dan Alhamdulillah..
ak udah knyang..

mmg hari2 yg amt meletihkn...
n buat ak ase nk tdo....
tp digaghkn jga mata ini..
untk post smtim kat blog..



silakan melayan salah satu lgu dr
drama na-o-mei..
bez lagu nh~
terakhir dari mahkota band

doktor cinta???

MY LOVE IS NEVER A LIE...

hurm..long time no see..
dh lama ak x update blog ni..
smpaikn password pn ak dh x ingt...
tp today i think ak nk post somtim kat blog ni...

hurm..sjk akhir2 ni..
ramai kwn ak tny opinion ak..
sal their private life..
n of coz pasal their only one..
it seems like..they had matured a lot..
go 4 da next stage in their life..
but how about me??
still da same..notim changed...
still wif da single status..
hurm..but it juz fine wif me..
as long as i'm happy..
n i'm rejoicing 4 whom i am now..

me as dktor cnta??
hurm..agak menyukai glaran uh.
one of my friend yg bg glaran uh..
tp dya plek ngan ak...
ska solve others matters..
but neva willing to solve mine...
hurm...well friends..
dis is me~

something~
my heart will keep bleedingif i still gve my words 2 ue..
it's not ur fault..
u are da victim between my regret of da past..
and fear of da future..
definetly u are right..
both of them wast most powerful enemy of my own soul..
that keep haunting me and make me
keep walking in da rain so that nobody
will see my tear..
i'm sick of crying..
tired of trying..
everybody sees me smiling..
but inside i'm truly dying..
every nite..i tried 2 talk 2 da star and pretending it's ue..
it's act juz like ue..
far away and neva replies for my call...

wow!!very big maaaa..

my famili...



skdar omong2 kosong..
stori sal familiku..
peramanently happy...

i was blank..n got no idea 2 write 4 da new entry..(stiap entry ak mst ad ayt ni)

exceli tittle entry kali ni..dat big word refers 2 my famili..so korang nk ke..x nk ke..aku gatal gak nk citer..huhuhu..so sape bermnt..slaknlah bcer n 4 those yg rase mual uh..ak rse baik korang blah jew..(agak kasar!!)hehehehe..

first of all..ak nk cter sal abah ak..encik abdullah bin ahmad..baginda abdullah ni sbnrnya seorng daddy yg amat strike..bila tngk jew misai dya..smua student akn luruh segala bulu2 diorng..n dya mmg amt mmntngkn pljrn ank2nya..n he also strike in choosen partner of life..tp dya ni sbnrnya seorng yg lawak n workholic..abis smua bisness dya try..dsmpng jd ckgu..dya tlh buka satu pst tusyen..satu gudang beras n latest bisness keropok..skunk ni dya dlm usaha nk dptkn bisness minyak petronas kat bachok..juz wait n see laaa...                                                                                       ummi ak plok..zaiton bt muda..x prnh tua2..ni mmg seorng mother yg soft-hearted..caring..loving..n very2 alert ngan smua bnda..mn taknya!!ak beli "anak2" br by my own self pn..dya terperasan..adus!!mmg terlbh prihatin la..n smua pakain yg baru hrs ditapis oleh dya..lulus atau reject!!!n dya ni lah satu2nya wife yg tolak pengmbilan maid untk dis house..plek btol ummi ni..klu ak..hasben x perlu tny..ak sndiri yg hire..huhuhu

beralih kpd da only prince charming in my famili..ahmad taufiq as known as abe fiq!!abg ak nh seorng yg caring,responsibble n cerewet!!but wat i like about him si he alwaiz put his sibling before himself..so dats why lps dya kapel nh..ak a little bit worry..kot2 dya x care sal adk2 dya like he did b4..however i trust him..so bro!!act profesionally ek..n sori a lot..mp4 yg ko bg uh..ak dh roskkn..sob3!!sori bro...abg ak sdng menuntut kat uia in engineering..

kakakku..nur hidayah..dya ni mmg plek..dlm famili ak..dya ni seorng sister yg tegas..ak slalu kn mrah kat dier..geram tol..n x leh 'jetuh'..hahah..ntah korang faham x ap ak 2lis..tp major personal belonging dlm wardrobe ak adlh smbngn dya..such as brachelet..wedges..n my blouse..thanz ek sist!!n wlwpn bg2..ak nk blk lip gloss ak yg ko hlngkn..kak ak studi kat intec 4 her a-level in medic..

adik fes ak..ahmad fithree..dya ni ak x fhm ah!!why there are so many girls out there tngkp

cintan nga mamat ni..so ape lg..dya pn naik kepala la beb..such a player among da players la dya nh..x reti dh ak nk gtau cmner kat dya..dya skolah kat imtiaz..n in f3 skunk..bez of luck in ur pmr ek abe ucu!!

da srange one..nurul kasyifah..dya nh..suka buat my whole famili ketawa..so klu dya g asrama..snyilah idupku..ak n dya selalunya akn bergabung energy n power untk membuli kak dyh yg ternyata lbh kurus dr kitorng..hek3!!in f2.

da next one is nur aqilah solehah..very talkative n mmg x de kemaluan..main2 jew tego owg yg x knal..will face upsr in dis year...

abid mursyidi..x prnh berpijak d bumi yg nyata..idup dngn alam ben10..power rangers n ultrmn dya uh..kllu jmpa je any stuff yg ada gmbr hero2 dya uh..konfem nk beli..klu x beli..jwbnya x mau blk umah ah..adus~dya ni dh msk standard 2..     

n da last one..nur alya basirah..seorng yg amat 'bekeng' cam singa..hurmmm..mnja n mmpunyai bnyk bear2 yg dianggap seperti ank2 dya..jaga diorng(bear2) bagai menatang minyak yg penoh.. hurm..umo 6 taun..

me..hot babes??i guess not~

this is me..

hye..dis is my second post..excelli..ak x tau pn ak nk 2lis mnde..so lps abis pikir2..

ak raser..let me introduce myself..i think korang kn tau sal ak..hidup ak..

ak ni seorng insn yg mls nk mndi pagi2..klu nk dbndngkn ngn kambing uh..ak rase cik k 

kita uh..lbh rjn dr ak..ntah la npe..nk kata ka tkt air..x plok..tp apabila kaki gebu mulus ak

ni melngkh msk bilik air..mak aih!!at least stngh jam lps 2..br ak kuar..abis sgla lagu aku nyanyi..

suara uh..kalah siti beb..hahaha..

smua owg kata ak ni emo..emo ke??mm..mybe kot..ak kdng2 mmg ssh nk kontrol my emotion..

especially klu nk dkt2 period..hek3..(ngan x malunya ak gtau)..hhehe..well~ak rase biase je uh..normal kn..ak ni easy going la..ak try gak kamcim ngan smua owg..n ak ni soft-hearted gak..ceh~perasan jew..bkn ak yg gtau ek..smua kwn2 ak yg gtau..mklmlah..part citer korea yg sedih2 uh..mmg ak mngs lbh dr heroin beb..adus~n walau brape juta kali ak tgk cte mohabbatein sure leleh air mata ak..x thn!!

lg??mm..ak x tau la nk describe ape agi..lack of idea..n ak rasa kowng ptt decide sndiri ak ni cmner..so check me out..hahahaha..ni ader ah ckit2 pix ak nk share ngan korang..saksikanlah..

me in pink..

tersentap!!

bila insan ini bercerita..

hye babe!!!

adus..dis is my fes post in dis blog..

cian kat meniey..thanz men..coz adnya ko.. mka 

blog ni dpt berdiri tegoh..

jasamu dkenang..yaasin..

ntah apa yg ak mengrt..

hehehehhe..

dngn ini..

bersamaan ngan ai jumaat..8 jan 2010

saya..nurul fatihah abdullah..

oficially..launched dis blog..

yuhhhoooo!!(tepok la korang!!)

ngeh3..

daaa..

see ue in da next post..

mybe about myself..

huhuhuhu